Ahmedabad New York
The complete diary

Everything I didn't
filter out.

Honest stories about the life I planned versus the one I'm living. Sorted by mood, more or less.

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April 29, 2016. A flight, a black Mustang at EWR, and a whole future painted in a two-hour ride from the airport to my grandparents' home.
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Life in NYC

Life: My First Canvas in America

Ahmedabad to EWR at sixteen, with a head full of Bollywood.

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Feelings & Heart

I Called My Mother Back and Cried in Astoria

Three missed calls from my mother and a breakdown outside a dumpling shop in Astoria — a small honest post about homesickness at 24.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 1 Train at 6AM and a Mango in My Bag

Riding the 1 train at 6AM from Harlem with a mango in my tote — a quiet ode to early NYC mornings and the fruit that tastes like Ahmedabad.

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Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Waited for Me in DUMBO

I was 40 minutes late to meet a friend in DUMBO and she waited by the carousel anyway — a post about the quiet loyalty of NYC friendship at 24.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

A Heatwave, a Fire Hydrant, and the J Train Delay

Stuck in a 98-degree heatwave with a J train delay in Brooklyn — kids in an open hydrant, melting bodega ice cream, and the strange joy of a sweaty city.

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Fashion Work

What I Learned Thrifting a Sari in the LES

I found a hand-block-printed silk sari in a Lower East Side vintage shop for $40 — a story about thrifting, sustainability, and honoring old cloth.

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Life in NYC

The First Real Summer Morning in Fort Tryon Park

I took the A train all the way up to Fort Tryon Park before 8am on a July morning and found the version of New York nobody argues about.

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Feelings & Heart

Eating Alone at an Astoria Diner at Midnight

After a friend cancelled, I found myself eating alone at a 24-hour Astoria diner at midnight and discovered I actually like my own company now.

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Feelings & Heart

My Best NYC Friend Moved Back to India This Week

My closest friend in New York moved back to Bangalore this week, and saying goodbye at JFK cracked open every fear I have about building a life here.

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Fashion Work

Sorting My Nani's Saris in a Brooklyn Studio

A styling job asking for 'authentic heritage textiles' sent me to my Nani's saris in my Bushwick studio, and the line between work and grief got very thin.

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Life in NYC

The J Train Broke Down and So Did I, a Little

The J train broke down between Marcy and Essex during a July heatwave, and somewhere in that stalled subway car I found an unexpected kindness.

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Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Moved Back, and the L Train Goodbye

My best NYC friend moved back home this week. A goodbye on the L train platform and the quiet grief of being the one who stays.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

A Heat Wave and a Bodega Cat in Harlem

During a 98-degree heat wave in Harlem, an open fire hydrant and one supremely unbothered bodega cat reminded me how this city survives the summer.

Jul 20263 min
Fashion Work

How I Styled a Thrifted Sari for a Brooklyn Shoot

A behind-the-scenes look at how I styled a thrifted sari for a Brooklyn shoot in DUMBO — a $12 flea market find that became the whole story.

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Feelings & Heart

I Cried on a Video Call With My Mother

Three years into New York, homesickness ambushed me on a Sunday video call with my mother over the smell of her kitchen and a saree I couldn't fold right.

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Life in NYC

The J Train at 7AM Is Its Own Country

The J train at 7AM over the Williamsburg Bridge is a whole world — sunlight, strangers, and the strange comfort of being nobody in particular.

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Feelings & Heart

The Quiet End of a Friendship, Over Dumplings on the LES

A dumpling dinner on the Lower East Side that felt like the quiet end of a friendship — and learning that some people are seasons, not forever.

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Life in NYC

A Slow Sunday on the 1 Train up to Riverside Park

A slow Sunday riding the 1 train up to Riverside Park, where the Hudson, a samosa cart, and an empty bench made the city feel gentle for once.

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Fashion Work

The Perfect Slip Dress I Found Thrifting in Williamsburg

Thrifting in Williamsburg off the L train and finding a $5 bias-cut silk slip dress — plus why secondhand shopping is quietly saving my fashion soul.

Jul 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling My Mother from an Astoria Rooftop at Dusk

A Tuesday phone call to my mother in Ahmedabad from an Astoria rooftop, and the specific ache of loving two cities at once across ten thousand miles.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train at 77th in a July Heatwave

Surviving the 6 train at 77th Street during a July heatwave, where a broken AC car turned strangers into a sweaty, hilarious little community.

Jul 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling My Mother From the Astoria Ferry Dock

A WhatsApp call with my mother from the Astoria ferry dock, and the strange geometry of loving someone across an eleven-and-a-half-hour time difference.

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Feelings & Heart

A Fight With My Best Friend in Tompkins Square Park

A quiet falling-out with my closest NYC friend in Tompkins Square Park, and how adult friendships bend without breaking. A post about growing up together.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

Surviving the L Train Heatwave With Nimbu Pani

A brutal L train platform heatwave in July and the nimbu pani I now make every morning — an Ahmedabad survival trick for a New York summer.

Jul 20263 min
Fashion Work

Sorting Thrift Hauls in a Bushwick Studio at 2AM

A late-night thrift haul in a Bushwick studio: sorting vintage for a sustainable styling shoot, and why the ugly pieces teach me the most.

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Life in NYC

The 1 Train at 137th and a Mango That Tasted Like Home

A fruit cart mango near the 137th Street 1 train stop in Harlem tasted like my Ahmedabad summers. A small NYC moment about home and memory.

Jul 20263 min
Life in NYC

The G Train, 98 Degrees, and a Mango from Jackson Heights

A July heatwave, the always-delayed G train, and one bruised Alphonso mango I carried across three boroughs because Ahmedabad taught me you don't waste a good mango.

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Feelings & Heart

A Voice Note From My Father on the 1 Train

My father sent a nine-minute voice note while I was on the 1 train, and somewhere around 66th Street I understood everything he wasn't saying.

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Life in NYC

The Astoria Bodega Cat Who Remembers Me

There's a bodega on 30th Ave in Astoria with an orange cat named Biryani, and somehow this is the most consistent relationship I have in New York.

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Feelings & Heart

Sunset at Brooklyn Bridge Park, Alone on Purpose

I took the F to York St and watched the sunset from Brooklyn Bridge Park by myself, and finally figured out the difference between lonely and alone.

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Fashion Work

Sorting My Mother's Old Saris in a Brooklyn July

A styling client wanted 'something with history.' I opened the trunk of my mother's old saris and had to decide what fashion work is worth cutting the past for.

Jul 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling My Mother From a Harlem Stoop at Midnight

A late-night phone call home from a Harlem stoop, the 9.5-hour time difference, and the strange comfort of hearing your mother chop vegetables in Ahmedabad.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Sunday Mango Run to Jackson Heights

A Sunday trip on the 7 train to Jackson Heights for Alphonso mangoes, Patel Brothers chaos, and the closest thing to home this city offers.

Jul 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

An Iced Coffee on the High Line, Perfectly Alone

A solo afternoon on the High Line with an iced coffee — and how a 24-year-old from Ahmedabad learned that eating alone in NYC is a quiet kind of freedom.

Jul 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting Linen in a Heatwave: A Williamsburg Haul

A summer thrifting run through Williamsburg for vintage linen — what to look for, why natural fibers win in a heatwave, and the ₹200-equivalent kurta score of the year.

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Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM in a July Heatwave

Surviving the 6 train at 7AM during a July NYC heatwave — the platform saunas, the AC lottery, and one small mercy at 51st Street.

Jul 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Moved to Jersey and What Changed

My closest NYC friend moved to New Jersey and our friendship changed shape. On the quiet grief of a best friend leaving the city and learning to adapt.

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Life in NYC

Sunday in Inwood Park, the Quiet End of Manhattan

I rode the 1 train to its very end and found Inwood Hill Park, the last old forest in Manhattan. A guide to the quiet corner nobody talks about.

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Feelings & Heart

The 6 Train at 77th and a Mango I Couldn't Eat

I bought Alphonso mangoes at an Indian grocer near 77th Street and couldn't bring myself to eat them. Here's what homesickness does to fruit.

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Fashion Work

Sorting Buttons at 2AM Before the Lookbook Shoot

Prepping a sustainable lookbook shoot in the Garment District meant sorting vintage buttons until 2am. The real fashion industry is 90% logistics.

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Life in NYC

The L Train Heat Wave and a Stranger Who Shared Water

Stuck on a stalled L train in a July heat wave, a stranger handed me her cold water. Small mercy, big city. Here's how New York summers really feel.

Jul 20263 min
Fashion Work

Styling a Whole Shoot on a $40 Thrift Budget

Behind the scenes of styling a full fashion shoot on a $40 thrift budget, sourced entirely from Goodwill and the L Train Vintage in Ridgewood.

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Life in NYC

The Heatwave, the Bodega Cat, and Iced Chai on Suffolk St

A 98-degree heatwave day on the Lower East Side, spent hopping between air conditioning, iced chai, and the bodega cat on Suffolk Street.

Jul 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling My Mother From the 1 Train Platform at 116th

A homesick phone call to my mother in Ahmedabad, squeezed into the window of signal at the 116th St 1 train platform in Harlem.

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Life in NYC

The Fourth of July I Spent on a Bushwick Rooftop

How I spent the Fourth of July on a Bushwick rooftop off the Jefferson St L stop, eating samosas and watching fireworks I didn't fully understand.

Jul 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Is Moving Back to Mumbai in August

My closest NYC friend is moving back to Mumbai, and this is about the quiet grief of losing your person to another timezone, one Astoria dinner at a time.

Jul 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

The 6 Train Boy I'll Absolutely Never See Again

A whole imaginary life with a stranger on the 6 train between 33rd and 28th Street. On feeling everything for someone you'll never meet.

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Feelings & Heart

Missing the Ahmedabad Monsoon in a NYC Heatwave

A brutal NYC heatwave made me ache for the Ahmedabad monsoon. On homesickness that arrives through weather, and the smell of the first rain.

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Life in NYC

The Slow Sunday 2 Train Up to Harlem for Coffee

A plan-free Sunday, an almost-empty 2 train uptown to Harlem, and a cortado I didn't need. On the rare New York quiet that feels like a gift.

Jul 20263 min
Fashion Work

A Day Sorting Donated Clothes on the Lower East Side

I spent Saturday sorting donated clothes at a Lower East Side reuse project. On sustainability, dead grandmothers' coats, and why fast fashion breaks my heart.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

Watching Fireworks from an Astoria Rooftop Alone

I climbed to my Astoria rooftop on the Fourth of July with cold biryani and watched the East River fireworks alone. It was better than any party.

Jul 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Flew In and Fixed Me on the LES

My oldest friend flew into NYC and we spent a night wandering the Lower East Side — proof that some friendships survive any distance.

Jul 20264 min
Fashion Work

The $9 Slip Dress I Found Off the L in Bushwick

Thrifting off the L train in Bushwick, I found a $9 bias-cut slip dress and a whole philosophy about sustainable fashion and second lives.

Jul 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

I Cried at the Astoria Laundromat on a Tuesday

A quiet breakdown at a 30th Avenue laundromat in Astoria, where a stranger's kindness and the smell of detergent unraveled a week of homesickness.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train: A Mango in My Tote Bag

A messy mango on the 6 train from 77th Street turns into a small Ahmedabad memory in the middle of a New York summer commute.

Jul 20263 min
Life in NYC

Fourth of July Eve in DUMBO, Gloriously Alone

The night before the Fourth of July, I wandered DUMBO alone under the Manhattan Bridge — the quiet before New York's loudest weekend.

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Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and the Man Who Shares His Chai

A quiet moment on the 6 train at 7AM, a stranger's thermos of chai, and how a Manhattan commute suddenly smelled like my mother's kitchen in Ahmedabad.

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Fashion Work

Sorting Fifty Donated Saris in a Bushwick Studio

A weekend spent sorting fifty donated saris in a Bushwick studio, learning that sustainable fashion is really just paying attention to the lives sewn into every seam.

Jul 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling My Mother From a Bench in Astoria Park

A Sunday phone call to my mother from a bench in Astoria Park, where homesickness and the East River meet, and where I finally admitted I was tired.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Heatwave, the Bodega Cat, and a Two-Dollar Mango

Surviving a July heatwave on the Lower East Side with a two-dollar mango from my corner bodega and a cat named Biscuit who refuses to move off the register.

Jul 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Remembered My Half-Birthday in DUMBO

A friend remembered my half-birthday and dragged me to DUMBO for gulab jamun ice cream under the Manhattan Bridge, reminding me chosen family is real.

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Feelings & Heart

I Called My Mother From a Brooklyn Rooftop, Crying

Homesickness hit me on a Bushwick rooftop this week, so I called my mother in Ahmedabad and cried while the L train rattled below.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train: The Woman With Marigolds

On the 6 train at 7am I met a woman carrying marigolds through Manhattan, and for two stops the subway smelled like home in Ahmedabad.

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Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Showed Up With Khichdi When I Was Sick

I got a summer flu in my Harlem apartment and my friend rode the J train up with homemade khichdi. This is what chosen family looks like in NYC.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

A Perfect Sunday in Astoria With Nowhere To Be

I spent a slow Sunday in Astoria with no plans — Greek pastry, the N train, and Astoria Park by the water. Here's what an unhurried NYC day looks like.

Jul 20263 min
Fashion Work

The $5 Silk Slip I Found in a Lower East Side Bin

I found a real silk slip for five dollars in a Lower East Side thrift bin this week — here's how I dig, restyle, and rescue clothes worth saving.

Jul 20264 min
Life in NYC

Life Lately: The Astoria Park Pool at Golden Hour

A summer evening at the Astoria Park pool under the Hell Gate Bridge, where the whole neighborhood gathers in the heat and the city feels briefly, genuinely communal.

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Fashion Work

Made: The Williamsburg Thrift That Held a Sari

Thrifting off the L train in Williamsburg, I found a vintage Banarasi silk panel buried in a dollar bin and spent the afternoon thinking about who wore it first.

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Life in NYC

Life Lately: The 2 Train and the AC Lottery

Riding the 2 train from Harlem in a June heatwave, where the air conditioning lottery decides whether your commute is a blessing or a slow-cooked dosa.

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Feelings & Heart

Notes from: Calling Amma from the Fire Escape

A Sunday video call with my mother in Ahmedabad, from a Brooklyn fire escape, and the particular ache of missing someone who is still alive and texting you back.

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Feelings & Heart

Notes from: Eating Alone on the Lower East Side

A solo lunch at a counter on the Lower East Side becomes a quiet lesson in being alone without being lonely, and the slow friendship I built with myself in NYC.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

I Called My Mom From the Fire Escape and Cried a Little

On a humid Sunday in Astoria I called my mom from the fire escape and felt the homesickness I keep pretending I've outgrown. A quiet post about distance.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

My Found Family Met on a DUMBO Rooftop This Week

A Thursday rooftop gathering in DUMBO reminded me that the friends I made in New York became my found family. A post about chosen people and belonging.

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Life in NYC

Trapped by Summer Rain on the 6 Train Platform

A sudden June downpour stranded me near the 6 train at 28th Street, where a delay and a Curry Hill samosa turned a bad commute into a good evening.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

I Found a 1990s Silk Slip in Williamsburg for $8

A Saturday thrifting run off the L train in Williamsburg ended with a $8 1990s bias-cut silk slip. Notes on the hunt, the repair, and slow fashion.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 2 Train: A Mango Tasted Like Home

A 7am ride on the 2 train from Harlem turned into a small homesick miracle when an aunty handed me a mango. Sometimes the city softens without warning.

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Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Knows Me Like the L Train Knows Delays

After a hard week, my best friend Meera and I sat on her Williamsburg kitchen floor eating Maggi at midnight, and I understood what real friendship costs.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Bodega Egg Sandwich That Fixed My Whole Saturday

A bacon-egg-and-cheese from my Harlem bodega and a slow walk down Frederick Douglass Blvd reminded me why I love this city on its ordinary days.

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Feelings & Heart

Missing My Sister From an Astoria Rooftop at Dusk

On an Astoria rooftop watching the N train cross the bridge, I felt the specific ache of being the sister who moved seven thousand miles away.

Jun 20264 min
Fashion Work

Cutting My Mother's Saris Into Summer in Ridgewood

I spent a humid Ridgewood afternoon turning thrifted and inherited saris into summer dresses, and learned that sustainable fashion is also grief management.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train at 6AM and a Stranger's Chai

A 6AM ride on the 6 train from the Upper East Side turned into a chai-sharing moment with an Uncle who reminded me of home in Ahmedabad.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

I Called My Ba from a DUMBO Rooftop and Cried a Little

A friend's rooftop party in DUMBO turned into a quiet 11pm phone call home to Ahmedabad. On homesickness, time zones, and loving two places at once.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

A Stranger Paid for My Coffee and I Can't Stop Thinking About It

On a hard morning by the J train in the Lower East Side, a stranger quietly paid for my coffee. A small post about how kindness lands when you're barely holding on.

Jun 20263 min
Life in NYC

The 1 Train, a Mango, and the First Real Heat of June

Summer hit Harlem this week and I bought Alphonso mangoes from a Broadway fruit stand, then ate one on the 1 train platform with zero shame. A love letter to NYC heat.

Jun 20263 min
Life in NYC

Sunday Mornings at the Astoria Laundromat Are My Therapy

My Sunday laundromat ritual in Astoria — the warm hum of the machines, a tyropita from next door, and the strange peace of having nowhere else to be. A small NYC routine.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

I Found a 1970s Sari Blouse at a Bushwick Sample Sale

On a styling pull in Bushwick I found a hand-embroidered 1970s sari blouse buried in a vintage rack. A note on sustainability, sourcing, and clothes that carry memory.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The First Real Rain in Astoria Felt Like Monsoon

A sudden June downpour over Astoria turned a rooftop and a laptop into the closest thing to monsoon I've felt since moving to New York.

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Feelings & Heart

Homesick in Jackson Heights, Holding a Bag of Jalebi

A solo trip to Jackson Heights for jalebi and homesickness, where the smell of marigolds on 74th Street undid me completely.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train: The Uncle Who Shares His Chai

A morning on the 6 train from 96th Street where a stranger's thermos of chai made the rush hour commute feel like home for ten stops.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Is Leaving New York and I'm Not Okay

When your best friend leaves New York, the whole city changes shape. A goodbye walk across the Williamsburg Bridge and the grief of friendship endings.

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Fashion Work

Thrifting in Greenpoint for a Client Who Hates Color

A day of sustainable thrifting in Greenpoint, hunting for the perfect beige for a client who fears color — and what it taught me about restraint.

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Life in NYC

Summer Friday in DUMBO and the Art of Doing Nothing

A summer Friday in DUMBO with friends, dumplings, and the Manhattan Bridge framing the sky — a slow afternoon doing absolutely, gloriously nothing.

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Feelings & Heart

I Called My Mom From a Stoop in Astoria and Cried

Homesickness hit me on a stoop in Astoria during mango season. On calling my mom in Ahmedabad and why distance feels heaviest in June.

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Life in NYC

The 1 Train at 6AM and the Quiet I Didn't Know I Needed

Catching the 1 train at 6AM from 137th Street for an early fashion call taught me the city is softest before it wakes up. A quiet-NYC love letter.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friendship That Survived Three Apartments and the J Train

Riding the J train to Bushwick to help a friend move her third apartment in three years got me thinking about the rare friendships that just stay.

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Fashion Work

Thrifting the L Train and the Jacket With a Name Inside

A Williamsburg thrifting haul off the L train turned into a meditation on slow fashion when I found a name stitched inside a 1970s coat.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 1 Train at 6AM and a City That's Still Asleep

Catching the 1 train at 6AM for a sample pickup taught me that an empty New York is the softest version of this city you'll ever meet.

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Fashion Work

Thrifting Off the L Train: My Best Williamsburg Finds

Thrifting in Williamsburg off the L train, I scored a 90s silk slip and a denim jacket — proof the best fashion finds in NYC have already lived a whole life.

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Life in NYC

A Summer Evening Walk Along the East River on the LES

An evening walk along the East River on the Lower East Side, with a mango ice and the FDR humming, is my favorite cheap therapy in summer NYC.

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Feelings & Heart

On Making New Friends at 24 Over Dinner in Astoria

Making friends at 24 in a new city is awkward and terrifying — but a long dinner in Astoria reminded me that real friendship still starts with one brave yes.

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Feelings & Heart

Calling My Grandmother From a Brooklyn Rooftop at Dusk

A video call with my grandmother from a DUMBO rooftop made me realize homesickness isn't about missing a place — it's about missing a version of yourself.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 2 Train at 6AM and the Summer I Stopped Rushing

Catching the 2 train at 6AM through Harlem taught me that the quietest version of NYC exists for about ninety minutes before everyone else wakes up.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling Mummy from a Bench in Astoria Park

Every Sunday I call Mummy from a bench in Astoria Park, and this week the homesickness arrived uninvited, sat down, and stayed the whole call.

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Fashion Work

Thrifting the L Train Vintage Mile in Williamsburg

I spent Saturday thrifting in Williamsburg off the L train and found a 1970s blouse that taught me everything about why secondhand clothes have souls.

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Life in NYC

Summer Solstice on an LES Rooftop with Strangers

I watched the summer solstice from a Lower East Side rooftop full of strangers off the J train, and somehow left with three new numbers and a sunburn.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Moved Away and the 6 Train I Can't Take Alone

My best NYC friend moved to LA this week, and now the 6 train we always rode together feels like a museum of a friendship that's still alive, just far.

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Life in NYC

The F Train, A Sudden Storm, and a Mango from Queens

A surprise June thunderstorm caught me on the F train platform after a mango run in Jackson Heights, and for a second New York smelled like Ahmedabad.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Moved Away and the Astoria Rooftop

My closest NYC friend is moving to Chicago, and we spent her last night on an Astoria rooftop pretending we weren't both quietly heartbroken about it.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Morning Coffee, the 2 Train, and a Stranger's Kindness

I spilled my entire iced coffee on the 2 train platform in Harlem at 8am, and a complete stranger turned my disaster morning around in thirty seconds.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Rescuing a 1992 Silk Sari From a Chelsea Flea Bin

I found a faded 1992 silk sari in a $6 bin at the Chelsea flea market and I'm turning it into something new instead of letting it die in a donation pile.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling Ba on a Tuesday and Saying Almost Nothing

I called my grandmother in Ahmedabad on a slow Tuesday night and we talked about nothing for forty minutes, and it fixed something I didn't know was broken.

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Feelings & Heart

I Finally Called My Dad Back From a Bench in Astoria Park

After dodging three calls all week, I finally called my dad back from a bench in Astoria Park. We talked about cricket. We meant something else.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Watching a Friend Leave New York From a DUMBO Rooftop

My friend is leaving New York for good. We said our goodbye on a DUMBO rooftop under the Manhattan Bridge, and I'm still not okay about it.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The First Real Heatwave and a Bodega Cat Named After SRK

NYC's first heatwave hit 92 and my AC died, so I made friends with a Harlem bodega cat named Shah Rukh. He has figured out life. I have not.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

An L Train Vintage Haul and the $5 Sari Blouse Rescue

I took the L to Bushwick for vintage and walked out with a $5 sari-style blouse nobody knew was a sari blouse. Here's why slow thrifting still wins.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and a Stranger Who Shared Her Mango

On the 6 train platform at 7AM, a stranger offered me a slice of mango from her tupperware. It tasted exactly like June in Ahmedabad.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling Mom From the 1 Train, Pretending I'm Fine

I called my mother from the 1 train in a bad week, said 'I'm fine, busy,' and we both knew it was a lie. On homesickness that lives in your chest.

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Feelings & Heart

We Said Goodbye in DUMBO and Both Knew It Was Real

Coffee in DUMBO with an old friend I've drifted from, both of us pretending. On the quiet, undramatic way a friendship ends without a single fight.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Astoria Heatwave Turned My Stoop Into a Party

A June heatwave killed the AC in my Astoria building, so everyone spilled onto the stoop. On strangers, watermelon, and the city's accidental community.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

I Found a 1970s Sari Blouse Thrifting on the LES

Thrifting on the Lower East Side, I found a hand-embroidered 1970s sari blouse for $4. On sustainable fashion and the stories stitched into old clothes.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The J Train Mango Vendor Who Saved My Morning

A mango vendor at the Marcy Avenue J train stop sold me a chili-lime cup that tasted like home. Sometimes Brooklyn forgives you for being late.

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Feelings & Heart

I Finally Cried About Missing My Mom in a Jackson Heights Sweet Shop

I took the 7 to Jackson Heights for fafda and ended up crying about missing my mom in the back of a sweet shop on 74th Street.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Leaves and the Brooklyn Bridge Walk We Took

My closest NYC friend is moving to LA, so we walked the Brooklyn Bridge at golden hour and tried not to make it a goodbye. We failed beautifully.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A Rainy Tuesday, a Bodega Cat, and the 1 Train Delay

Caught in a downpour during a 1 train delay in Harlem, I waited it out under a bodega awning with a cat named Biggie and zero regrets.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting a 1970s Sari Blouse at the Williamsburg Flea

I found a hand-stitched 1970s sari blouse for $6 at the Williamsburg flea market and turned it into the most meaningful piece in my closet.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and the Man With the Marigolds

On the 6 train at 7AM I saw a man carrying marigolds to a Bronx temple, and suddenly I was eight years old in Ahmedabad again.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

I Cried at a Wedding I Wasn't Invited To in Jackson Heights

I took the 7 train to Jackson Heights for jewelry and ended up crying outside a banquet hall, homesick for a wedding that wasn't even mine.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Moved Back to London and the L Train Goodbye

My closest NYC friend moved back to London this week. I walked her to the L train one last time, and I'm still learning how to say a New York goodbye.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Summer Evenings on the Roof in Astoria

My friend's Astoria rooftop, a bottle of bodega rosé, and the N train below — small summer evenings that somehow hold the whole city.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting a 1980s Sari Blouse in the East Village

I found a hand-embroidered 1980s sari blouse for nine dollars at an East Village thrift store, and it cracked open everything I'm trying to make.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and the Man Who Shares His Newspaper

On the 6 train at 7AM, an old man used to hand me half his newspaper every morning. This week the seat was empty, and I felt the loss of a stranger.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

I Thrifted the Perfect Sari Blouse on East 9th Street

Thrifting a sari blouse on East 9th Street turned into a lesson in sustainable styling and how to wear my mother's saris without losing myself.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling Mummy from a Fire Escape in Astoria

Homesickness hit hard this week, so I called my mummy from my Astoria fire escape. Here's what she said, and why I sat there long after we hung up.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train: My 7AM Iced Coffee Ritual

My 7AM iced coffee ritual involves a cart on Lexington, a delayed 6 train, and the quiet joy of a New York morning before the city wakes up fully.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Moved and Now the L Train Hurts

When my best friend moved out of Williamsburg, the L train stopped being a route and became a memory. On friendship, distance, and grief that has no funeral.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Walking the Brooklyn Bridge Alone on a Summer Friday

Walking the Brooklyn Bridge alone on a Friday evening in June, dodging tourists and bikes, I found the kind of quiet you only get in a crowd.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting the L Train Vintage Stores for a Sari Reborn

How I thrifted Williamsburg vintage shops along the L train and turned my Nani's old silk sari into a blazer. A small act of sustainable fashion and memory.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling Ba on Father's Day from a Rooftop in Astoria

On Father's Day I called my Papa from a friend's Astoria rooftop. The homesickness that hit me between the souvlaki smoke and the Manhattan skyline.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The F Train at 7AM and My Tiny Morning Rituals

My F train morning routine from Brooklyn to Midtown — the iced chai from the Bangladeshi cart, the seat I never get, and why I love it anyway.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Stayed Through My Worst NYC Year

A love letter to Meera, the friend who carried me through my hardest year in New York. On chosen family, the 1 train, and friendship that feels like home.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A June Thunderstorm Caught Me in Tompkins Square Park

A sudden June thunderstorm caught me in Tompkins Square Park in the East Village. What I learned hiding under a bodega awning with three strangers.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

Homesick on a Perfect Day in Prospect Park

It was a flawless June Sunday in Prospect Park and I felt homesick anyway. On why the good days are the lonely ones when home is an ocean away.

Jun 20264 min
Fashion Work

I Thrifted a 1980s Sari Blouse in Bushwick

I found a 1980s sari blouse in a Bushwick vintage shop off the L train. Here's why I almost didn't buy it, and what I'm doing with it instead.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and the Uncle With the Marigolds

On the 6 train this week, an uncle carried marigolds through Manhattan at 7AM. Here's what that did to me on my way to work in the Flatiron.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friend Who Flew Back to India For Good

My closest NYC friend moved back to India this week. On goodbyes at JFK, the AirTrain ride home alone, and the question every diaspora kid avoids.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Bodega Cat on Amsterdam Knows Me Now

After two years in Harlem, my bodega cat on Amsterdam Ave finally trusts me. A small story about belonging, chai supplies, and a tabby with opinions.

Jun 20263 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and Other Small Mercies

Catching the 6 train at 7AM means an empty seat, a cold coffee, and a city that hasn't started shouting yet. A small NYC mercy.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Left NYC and I Cried on the 1 Train

My closest friend moved out of New York this week. A goodbye in Harlem, a quiet cry on the 1 train, and what the city does to friendship.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A June Thunderstorm Caught Me in Fort Greene Park

An afternoon thunderstorm in Fort Greene Park, a dozen strangers under one tree, and the small chaos that makes a Brooklyn summer feel alive.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting Grand Street With a Mango Lassi in Hand

A vintage thrifting crawl down Grand Street on the Lower East Side, one perfect 70s silk blouse, and why secondhand still beats fast fashion.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

I Called My Mother From an Astoria Rooftop

A rooftop in Astoria, a video call to Ahmedabad, and the particular ache of loving two places at once. On homesickness and the 9.5-hour gap.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friendship That Survived a Fight on the 2 Train

My best friend and I had our first real fight on the 2 train to Harlem. What repairing that friendship taught me about love that lasts.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A Summer Friday in DUMBO and That Carousel Light

How a solo summer Friday evening in DUMBO — Jane's Carousel, golden hour, the F train home — became the quiet highlight of my whole week.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

I Cried on a Video Call to Ahmedabad This Week

Homesickness hit me on a random Tuesday in my Astoria kitchen, mid video call to my parents in Ahmedabad. Here's what I learned about missing home.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train at 7AM and Other Small Mercies

A weekday morning on the 6 train from Spring Street, where rush hour in NYC somehow turns into the gentlest part of my day.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting the L-Train Vintage Stretch in Williamsburg

A Saturday thrifting in Williamsburg off the L train, hunting deadstock and vintage for a client styling job — and why slow fashion still feels worth it.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Bodega Cat Knew Before I Did It Would Rain

A rainy Tuesday, a bodega cat named Laddu, and a soggy 1 train commute. A love letter to ordinary New York mornings and the omens we miss.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

A Harlem Rooftop and the Friendship That Stayed

Spent a June night on a Harlem rooftop with my best friend Devika. A post about chosen family, friendship, and feeling held in New York City.

Jun 20264 min
Fashion Work

I Found Deadstock Silk in Bushwick and Lost My Mind

Took the L to Bushwick and found a roll of deadstock silk for $40. Here's how I thrift sustainable fabric in NYC and why it matters.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

Homesick for a Mango I Can't Find in Jackson Heights

Took the 7 to Jackson Heights chasing Alphonso mangoes and chasing home. Found both, sort of. A post about homesickness and summer in NYC.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at Rush Hour and Other Small Mercies

The 6 train at rush hour is chaos, but this week a stranger held my coffee while I tied my shoe near 33rd Street. Small NYC mercies.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

I Cried in the Trader Joe's on 72nd and It's Fine

Homesickness doesn't announce itself. Sometimes it finds you in the Trader Joe's on 72nd Street, holding frozen paneer tikka masala that tastes like nothing.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and My Mother's Voice Note

What it's like riding the 6 train from Spring Street with a four-minute voice note from your mom about the monsoon, neighbors, and your unmarried status.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friendship That Survived Me Moving to Harlem

My oldest friend lives in Ahmedabad and I live in NYC. This is about the 2AM call, the time zones, and why distance hasn't broken us yet.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Sunday on the Astoria Rooftop With Three Strangers

How a Sunday evening on my Astoria rooftop with three neighbors I'd never met became the most home-like moment of my whole NYC year.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

The Thrift Haul That Broke My Back in Bushwick

A behind-the-scenes look at sourcing a sustainable thrift haul in Bushwick — what I found, what I left, and why the L train stairs are my villain origin story.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

What My Best Friend Said on the Brooklyn Bridge at Midnight

A midnight walk across the Brooklyn Bridge with my oldest friend, where we talked about growing up apart and what it means to be truly known.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

I Cried on the L Train and Nobody Noticed

A voice note from my dad and a crowded L train conversation about homesickness, and how missing home in New York hits between two stops.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 2 Train at 7AM and a Mango From Harlem

Catching the 2 train at 7AM in Harlem, where a fruit cart mango tasted like home and the city was still soft around the edges.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting the Lower East Side for a Shoot That Almost Wasn't

A last-minute styling day thrifting on the Lower East Side, where a vintage saree became the hero of a shoot and sustainability won.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A Thunderstorm in Astoria and a Borrowed Umbrella

Caught in a summer thunderstorm in Astoria with no umbrella, where a bodega cat and a kind stranger turned a soggy commute into something gentle.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

We Broke Up on a Bench in Fort Greene Park

A quiet breakup on a bench in Fort Greene Park, then the C train home alone. On endings that don't explode, they just gently close.

Jun 20264 min
Fashion Work

I Sorted 200 Vintage Blouses in a Bushwick Basement

A 200-piece vintage haul in a Bushwick basement, no AC, off the L train. Notes on sourcing, sustainability, and falling in love with a 1970s blouse.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The 6 Train at 7AM and a Stranger in My Ma's Saree

On the 6 train at 7AM, a stranger wore a saree exactly like my mother's. A small Tuesday morning that undid me on the way to work.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Flew Home and I Cried at JFK

I cried at JFK saying goodbye to my best friend moving back to India. On the AirTrain and E train home alone, learning what it means to be the one who stays.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

The Best Mango of My Life Was on 74th Street

I took the 7 train to Jackson Heights for Indian groceries and found the best mango of my life on 74th Street. A Sunday that tasted like Ahmedabad.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

Turning a Thrifted Sari into a Skirt on the LES

How I thrifted a damaged silk sari on Orchard Street and turned it into a wrap skirt, using my grandmother's pleating tricks and very little patience.

Jun 20265 min
Feelings & Heart

Calling Mummy from a Bench in Astoria Park

A Sunday video call with my mother from a bench in Astoria Park, the homesickness that arrives without warning, and learning to let her see me cry.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train: 7AM Light and Bodega Chai

My 7AM commute on the 6 train from Spring Street, a bodega chai that almost tastes like home, and the small rituals that make the city feel survivable.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Moved Away and the L Train Feels Quieter

My best friend left New York for California this week, and now the L train to Williamsburg feels different. A post about the quiet grief of friend goodbyes.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A June Thunderstorm Caught Me Under the Manhattan Bridge

Caught in a sudden June thunderstorm in DUMBO with no umbrella, I sheltered under the Manhattan Bridge and watched the city turn cinematic for twenty minutes.

Jun 20263 min
Life in NYC

Notes from the 6 Train at 6AM and a Bagel I Didn't Deserve

Catching the 6 train at 6AM for a fitting in the Flatiron, plus the Lexington Avenue bagel that saved my whole morning.

Jun 20263 min
Feelings & Heart

My Best Friend Left New York and I Rode the 1 Train Home Alone

Saying goodbye to my best friend as she left New York for good, then riding the 1 train home alone and learning to sit with it.

Jun 20264 min
Life in NYC

A June Thunderstorm Trapped Me Under the Williamsburg Bridge

A sudden June thunderstorm on the Lower East Side sent me under the Williamsburg Bridge with twenty strangers and a samosa from a deli.

Jun 20263 min
Fashion Work

The Rack I Rescued From a SoHo Sample Sale Dumpster

A SoHo sample sale was tossing perfectly good deadstock fabric, so I rescued an armful and hauled it home on the C train.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

I Called My Mother From an Astoria Rooftop and Cried a Little

A homesick video call to my mother in Ahmedabad from a friend's Astoria rooftop, and what she said about being far from home.

Jun 20264 min
Feelings & Heart

The Friends Who Became Family

I didn't know I was lonely until a group chat started lighting up my phone at 11 pm on a Tuesday.

Aug 20254 min
Life in NYC

Central Park Reruns: Where I Go to Think

Central Park is not one park. It's six parks stacked on top of each other, and I use them all depending on what's going on in my head.

Jul 20254 min
Fashion Work

Pattern Making in Chaos

Anybody can sew on a calm day. The job is sewing on a Wednesday in April, three weeks to a show, with a pattern that isn't cooperating.

Jun 20255 min
Life in NYC

Sunday Mornings at Washington Square

There's a pianist who rolls an upright piano into Washington Square Park every Sunday. I don't know his name. I've never tipped him enough.

Jun 20254 min
Feelings & Heart

A Girl in the City: Six Months of Becoming

It's been over six months since I arrived in New York, chasing a dream and a sense of self.

May 20255 min
Fashion Work

Thrifting the Lower East Side

A great thrift haul in this city is 50% patience, 30% taste, and 20% going on a Tuesday.

May 20255 min
Feelings & Heart

A Letter to My Sixteen-Year-Old Self

Nine years ago today, I landed at EWR with two suitcases and one very large idea of what America should be.

Apr 20255 min
Feelings & Heart

The Art of Saying Yes to Coffee Dates

I used to flake. A lot. Then a woman on the 1 train told me, sweetly and without judgment, that I was going to be lonely if I kept it up.

Apr 20254 min
Life in NYC

The 2 AM Slice: Cravings and Company

A $3.75 slice at 2 am is a different food than the same slice at noon. I will die on this hill.

Mar 20253 min
Life in NYC

Laundromat Philosophies

There is a specific kind of peace that lives inside a Queens laundromat at 9 pm on a Tuesday.

Mar 20253 min
Fashion Work

My First Fashion Week: Backstage and Breathless

Backstage at Fashion Week is not what Instagram sells you. It's fluorescent light, bobby pins on the floor, a tailor muttering in three languages.

Feb 20256 min
Life in NYC

The Skyline from the J Train

There's a stretch of the J between Marcy and Essex where the train climbs up onto the Williamsburg Bridge and the whole city shows off for you.

Feb 20253 min
Life in NYC

The Bodega That Knows My Order

You haven't really arrived in New York until a man behind a deli counter starts making your coffee before you ask.

Jan 20253 min
Fashion Work

Notes from an Assistant Designer's Sketchbook

A fashion assistant's job is to be invisible and indispensable at the same time. It's a strange, beautiful math.

Dec 20245 min
Feelings & Heart

Ahmedabad in My Pocket: Things I Carry

My mother packed me a tiny brass elephant the night before I flew to New York. It sits on my desk now, between a candle that smells like a bookstore and a cup of pens I never use.

Nov 20244 min
Fashion Work

Dressing for the Rain: A Love Letter to the 2 Train

There is an art to looking pulled together when the sky opens up between 14th and 42nd.

Oct 20244 min
Life in NYC

Life Lately: Four Trains to a Dream

My life has never been as chaotic as it is now since I moved to New York to work in the fashion industry.

Sep 20244 min
Feelings & Heart

Brooklyn Bridge at Golden Hour

There's a reason every movie climax happens on the Brooklyn Bridge. Walk it at 7 pm in late August and you'll understand.

Aug 20244 min
Fashion Work

Labels That Grow: Seed Tags & Zero-Waste

Those tags you cut off every new piece of clothing and toss? We're making ours plantable — eco-paper embedded with flower seeds.

May 20243 min
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